1 John 21: Reconciliation

This past Sunday, was Reconciliation Sunday within the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ).  I used the following video to introduce the topic, to visually remind us why we needed to continue to do the hard work of reconciliation, and to engage the text in a new way.  Several folks have requested a copy of the sermon (thus, the post here)....but my guess is, it wasn't the sermon that moved them, but the Word of God, the video that brought to light our collective perceptions, and the Holy Spirit. 

It was a powerful day of worship...and I give thanks, that I could be part of it, in some small way.

The video:


The scripture that was used:

Beloved, let us love one another, because love is from God; everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, for God is love. God’s love was revealed among us in this way: God sent his only Son into the world so that we might live through him. Beloved, since God loved us so much, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; but when we love one another, God lives in us, and his love is perfected in us. God is love, and those who abide in love abide in God, and God abides in them. Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness on the day of judgment, because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear; for fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not reached perfection in love. We love because he first loved us. Those who say, “I love God,” and hate their brothers or sisters, are liars; for those who do not love a brother or sister whom they have seen, cannot love God whom they have not seen. The commandment we have from him is this: those who love God must love their brothers and sisters also.

And the sermon:

For a lot of folks, Reconciliation Sunday brings about a lot of eye rolling and questions as to whether or not talking about race relations is really necessary in this day and age. Most folks don’t mean that in a bad way…it’s just, especially for those who grew up in the 50s and 60s, there’s a sense that we’ve done the “race thing” and we’ve made our reparations. Everything’s equal and right. And even though we know the statistics aren’t perfect…it’s better than it was….and we wonder if maybe we should just let it go. Doesn’t talking about race, discrimination, and reconciliation, just bring up the bad stuff?

Well, yes. Yes to all of it. Yes, it’s better than it was. Yes, we’ve made strides in equality (praise be to God!). And yes, sometimes talking about race and acknowledging discrimination and praying for reconciliation does bring up the bad stuff. Yes. But when we quit talking about it…when we quit acknowledging the continued journey of equality and reconciliation…we rob the story of its fullness.  

I shared a video in the Youth Sunday School class this morning, about a woman by the name of Chimamanda Adichie, an African storyteller and author from Nigeria. In the video, she tells of growing up as a child, reading British and American books. An early reader, she devoured these books about blond hair, blue eyed heroines who frolicked in the snow, while eating apples. When she began to write her own stories…at 7 or 8, in pencil, illustrated with crayon drawings…her heroines too, where blond hair, blue eyed, and talking about the weather while eating apples.

It didn’t occur to her, that a heroine in a book, could be anything other than that particular character, because that was the only character she had known…that is, until she was introduced to heroines written by African authors…who (and I quote), “had skin the color of chocolate and kinky, untamable hair that struggled to get into a ponytail…who ate mango, and frolicked in the sun.” It wasn’t until she was introduced to a new story, that she was able to have a fuller picture of who she was, of what literature could include, and how she might be part of that: a fuller, richer, more kingdom-like story.

But even more poignant for me, was her recount of another story. Chimamanda was raised in a typical, middle class family, and as is the norm in middle-class Nigeria, they had a house servant. The only thing her mother ever told her about their “house boy” was that he was poor. So poor, that her mother would send him home on holidays with yams and rice, old clothes and blankets. And  Chimamanda could only pity him. Because that’s where the story ended. With abject poverty.  

But one day, her family went to deliver some goods to the house boys family and when they were invited in, the house boys mother showed them a beautiful basket – one of the most beautiful she had ever seen – that he had woven. The poor house boy, was an artist. A creator. And she hadn’t known that, because those around her…those in power…and decided that his story ended -- not with creativity or hobbies or joy or even life outside of being a house boy -- but, with poverty.

That story struck me, because I do that, every day. I end people’s story. When someone comes into the church office, dressed in a suit and tie…I assume that person is here to sell me something. I start to form their story, before they even sit down. They’re pushy and fake and hard and I feel disdain rising up in me, as soon as their shiny shoes cross the threshold. And I end their story.

Or when one who is dressed in less than appealing clothes and a body odor that greets me at the door…I assume, before they even extend their hand out of formal obligation, that they need something from me. And as they tell their tragic story…for the part of their story that they share, it is always tragic, because at some point, we taught people that it had better be…when they tell their tragic story,I feel an odd mixture of pity, exasperation, and distrust. And I end their story. 

Or when I struggle to communicate with someone who doesn’t speak English and that thought slips into my mind, “I wonder where they’re from,” because surely they aren’t from around here and must be from Mexico City or Mumbai or Bangkok and I wonder how they got here. And I begin to make assumptions…I assume they must be here illegally right (even though only about 20% of all first generation immigrants are undocumented), I begin to assume they must be on government assistance (because that’s what I’m told), and I assume they must be lonely or poor or tired or dangerous or lazy…

And just like the characters in our video…I end their story with flashes of what I’ve been taught by television shows and radio hosts and my grandparents and my friends and the always tragic news that I read in the newspaper. I end their story with assumptions of who a person is, before I even know their name. I end their story, even when I know there must be more.  

And THAT is why we need to continue to talk about race and reconciliation.

Chimamanda continues to tell a story about going to university. Her roommate was an American…and she talks about their first encounter, and how her new roommate was shocked that she spoke English (despite that fact that English is the official language of Nigeria)…she talks about how her roommate assumed that she wouldn’t know how to use a stove…and when asked to hear some tribal music, her roommate was disappointed when she produced a recording of Mariah Carey.  

And Chimamanda says this, “What struck me was, she had felt sorry for me, before she even met me. She had a default position toward me, as an African…a patronizing, well meaning pity. My roommate had a single story of Africa…a single story of catastrophe…there was no possibility of being similar to her, no possibility of feelings being more complex than pity, no possibility of us, as humans, being equals.”

Chimamanda continues, saying, that if she hadn’t grown up in Africa, she too, may have assumed that Africa was little more than a beautiful land with majestic animals and incomprehensible people, fighting wars, dying of aids, and waiting to be saved by a kind white foreigner. Because that is the single story of Africa…that is the end of the story. And it is the story that most of us, have known our whole lives.  

People become a single story, when you show one image, over and over again. So that the single story of those from Costa Rica or Venezuela or Porta Rico is one of undocumentation and manual labor and government assistance and old women wrapped in blankets, praying the rosary.  

The single story of those with chocolate brown and dark brown and black skin becomes one of gangs and guns and enemies and handouts and neighborhoods harboring criminals.  

Or the single story becomes one of terrorism and subjugation of women or discount cigarette stores and taxi drivers. The single story becomes one of machismo and tourism, diabetes and alcoholism… need I go on? We know how the stories end.  

We know how they end, because that’s the only ending we see on the news and when we watch "Law and Order" and from our politicians and in our history books and our blogs and twitter and facebook.

But what if I told you, that the single story that would be told about you, would be one of consumerism and indulgence and radical Christianity. What if the end of your story was your hatred for gays, lesbians, transgendered peoples and bisexuals. What if your story was only one of war and the authority to convict without just cause. Or to burn crosses in another’s yard. Or even white picket fences and stay at home moms who greet their husbands with a cocktail in hand. I suspect you would be aghast. Heartbroken. You would want others to hear the other side of your story. And maybe, if you heard that other, ended story enough…that story of consumerism and hatred and pleated dresses…you might begin to believe it yourselves. You might begin to believe that you were that story.  

But what if my story and the story of Maria, who stopped by the office on Friday to wait for a cab, had more similarities than differences. What if, when we started talking…her in broken English and me trying so hard to remember my 9th grade Spanish…what if we found that we both loved dogs and ice cream and that Fall was our favorite time of year.  

What if we both talked about how we’re not sure what we think about Syria, other than pain for life lost, when with wrinkled brows, we wonder if American intervention was the right thing. Or that it scares us when we hear about young people dying of heart attacks and we both smirk about the fact that maybe we shouldn’t love ice cream as much as we do, because talking about death, when it’s so close to you, is uncomfortable no matter what color your skin is.

I don’t even know Maria’s last name…but I know her story is more than what I’ve been told…it’s more than immigration or poverty or praying the rosary. And vice versa.

We’re told over and over again in the Bible, that love has the last word. We are commanded to love…even when it’s not easy. We’re told that love supersedes law and that love is Godly. We’re encouraged to love in ways that are radical…meaning, we’re to love in ways that expand the story…and we’re told that we’re to do this, because such love was offered first, to us. But I know that’s hard…

We hear this story…this story of Love, once, maybe twice a week…maybe even everyday for 15 minutes during our morning coffee or meditation time if we’re committed to that sort of thing...but we hear a different story…a story that seems to be the antithesis of love….a story that is shrouded with suspicion and anxiety and hatred and judgment and dishonesty…24 hours a day.

But we know that the story of love, matters. We know that the story of love writes new endings. Reconciles one to another. Brings about new change, new hope, new life. So we must. We must live as if we believe it. Live as those who love, first. Not because it’s a good idea. Or it might be helpful. Or maybe something in our world might change. Though all of those things would be true. But because Jesus Christ has demanded it of us. Because he believed in the inbreaking of the Spirit of Love. And if Jesus believed that love mattered…that hearing the end of the story, was as valuable as the beginning…then I think we ought to listen to that word, head that word, and live that word. Thanks be to God…

May peace and reconciliation be made known,

rt

Hope: M.O.M.

This article will be published in the October newsletter, but because this is a new ministry and I think, one we should be excited about, I figured it wouldn't hurt to publish it here too:

During the months of April and May, 9-13 people from across the life of the congregation, gathered together each Wednesday night to share fellowship and worship, read the Bible, and discern three main things: what Cherokee’s past had taught them, what the reality of the present actually looked like, and what a “dream” future might include.  By the end of the discernment study, the consensus among the group, was that Cherokee Christian Church ought to focus their collective energy on ministry with children and those who care for children.  This decision was affirmed by the Elders and the Board, and I was charged with finding a ministry that could be sustained with our limited budget, small membership, and uncertain future.

And by the grace of God and the Spirit of Leading, I met Misty, the Director of MOM.  MOM, is a ministry with and for, single mothers.  MOM is a “…a relationship-based ministry dedicated to the restoration and healing of single-mother families.  Through small groups, personal relationships, regional events, discipleship, and inter-ministry networking, MOM seeks to equip single mothers to walk in healing and wholeness through the deeper understanding of who Jesus Christ is.”  MOM offers fellowship, seminars and continued education, family fun opportunities, accountability, and networking…all framed around the love of Jesus Christ.

Misty and I met several times, wondering and exploring how Cherokee Christian Church might be part of the lives of these single mothers…how we might offer a bit of solace and hope…and how we might be the face of Jesus Christ for these women!!  And as it turned out, MOM needed more space.

Of course, we have that in abundance.  But simply providing space didn’t seem sacrificial, relational, service oriented, or even all that hope-filled.  Especially when I had learned, through our conversation, that 89% of women who go through divorce, “lose” their church.  Or that at least 70% of all disciplinary issues within the middle school, involve children who come from single parent homes.  I also learned that the quality of life for newly separated or divorced women, drops disproportionally when compared to their male counterparts, with 30% of single mothers, living in poverty. 

The Elders and I wondered how we could be a more intentional, active presence in the life of these women.

And so, on the first Saturday of each month (beginning November 2), we will make “sacred space” for 50-75 women, who will gather for fellowship, support, learning, and nurture.  We will prepare a meal/brunch (at no cost to us), we will set up tables, and make an atmosphere of “value” for these women who may not have folks “do” for them, very often.  We will sit at table with them, listen to their story, and support them in prayer (sounds like the work of Christ followers, huh?!).  And when the morning has ended, we will clean up after them (so they don’t have to) and continue to keep them…their prayers, their struggles, and their dreams… in our hearts.

I hope that everyone might find a way to “plug in” to this community ministry, either by cooking or cleaning, setting up, or simply sitting at table with them, and being present to a group that is often overlooked.  If you have more questions and/or a willingness to be part of this exciting and life-giving ministry, please contact me (Rev. Trish) at revtrish@aol.com.

What a joy it is, to serve God in life and ministry with you….

Peace, rt

General Assembly: Day 3

Surely the Kingdom of God must look a little like, what we experienced tonight, in worship.

A table piled high with loaf after loaf of bread.
Lights shining.
Guitars and drums and violins making joyful noise.
The "least of these," preaching a prophetic word.

The littlest ones, playing in the center of it all.
Adults water-coloring with children who were not their own.
Puppets telling the story.
Scripture being read in five - FIVE - different languages.
And songs being sung by heart.

Bread being consumed in the soul.
Holding hands.
Wiping tears.
Loving God.
Living faith.

THIS is Kingdom.

"And God was in their midst."

Thanks be to God...

rt

General Assembly: Day 2

Tonight, The Reverend Dr. Sharon Watkins, our General Minister and President of the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ), presented to the gathered assembly, the State of the Church. 

You know the numbers.  We've talked about the stats.  The depressing downward slide.  The troubles... the "why are they so big when we're so small" conversations... the hand wringing... and heavy sighs.

We know all that. 

We're living all that.

But tonight she said one thing, that I want us to remember....to claim...to make our own, as we move into the future: "If we were to compare ourselves with God's future, rather than our past...the horizon would be bright."

When I first heard that sentence...that statement of FAITH and HOPE and FUTURE... an "amen" erupted from my lips! 

May we be those people...as congregational people and denominational people... but even more so, as faith people... who compare ourselves to God's future... with faithful abandon and reckless hope...and believe (like, way down in our toes and in our gut!) that God is NOT done with us yet! 

Thanks be to God...

rt

Cost: Trayvon

When a child dies at the hands of another...especially at the hands of violence...it costs us. 

Sure, it costs money and air time and news space and all those bits of "cost" that actually, somehow, manage to benefit someone else...someone other than the one who has died (namely, lawyers and networks)...

But it costs us...as human beings...who have been knit so intricately together, by the Divine strand of creation...it costs us our spirits.  It costs us that little glimmer inside that says "God is bigger than this" and we start to ache in ways that are insatiable.  We start to glance at others with a shroud of suspicion.  We start to believe that humanity is just as "bad" as we've been led to believe.  We start to pray a little less.  Shout alleluia a little less.  Fall on our knees a little less.

And God weeps.  God weeps for Trayvon and all the children who have known a violent death at the hands of another.  God weeps for his mother and all the mothers who grieve for children who were snatched from their embrace sooner than they could have in a million years, dreamed.  God weeps for those who take another life and snuff it out, as if their hands did not possess the Divine thread.  God weeps for those who seek "justice" in ways that beget violence.  God weeps when we turn our heads from that which startles us or makes us uncomfortable... or when we ignore the violence that we have a hand in perpetrating.  God weeps when we lose heart...when our souls fail to sing...when our eyes dry with apathy.  God weeps...

Yes.  God weeps this day. 

But let that be enough.  Let the Divine Tears take our jadedness and our exhaustion and our grief and our fear and our apathy...so that we might rise above it and be who we have been called and ordained to be.  That is...let us be and act and react as those who are knit together by the Divine...created and sustained by the Divine...called GOOD by the Divine...and sent out by the Divine.  Let us be those who are life-giving and not death-dealing...justice oriented and not ego oriented.  Let us act in ways that require great feats of love, rather than disdain or apathy or listlessness.  Let us react in ways that are grace filled and not retaliation minded. 

Let us, dear Lord, be the people of God...

Thanks be to God...

rt

General Assembly: Day 1

Day 1 of General Assembly has come to a close and as I get ready for bed, I'm struck by a few things:

1. There's something about General Assembly that evokes a renewed sense of denominational pride and loyalty.  So much so, that I painted my toes to convey that pride and loyalty! And the fact that I took, and published, a picture of said toes, is a testament to how proud I really am, of our Church!  (I may or may not have a weird aversion to feet.)

2. Worshipping with 4,500 other people who all breath the same Disciples air you breath...is well...breathtaking.

Tonight, in the sermon, a church in Ohio was referenced.  This church has, just outside their entrance and engraved in stone, the following:

We agree to differ;
Resolve to love;
And live to serve.

Can we all just engrave this on our hearts, and be done with it?!  As people of faith, as local churches, as regional bodies, and as the general manifestation of a what it means to be "church," I wish we could make this our mantra (if we were the kind-a folks who had mantras).  "We agree to differ, resolve to love, and live to serve."

Instead, we get things muddled.  We forget that the church is bigger than us.  We forget all the good that the church has nurtured in us...all the moments of reconciliation it has fostered...all the voices of justice that it has reared...all the glimpses of the Divine that it has allowed us....

And I think what General Assembly does, at least for those who actively participate, is help clear the muddled waters a bit.

I mean, it's not like we don't step out of the worship service saying things like, "I would'a ended that sermon differently," or, "I can't believe I paid $35 for that piece of dry chicken?"  Afterall, most of us (or the clergy at least), spent three years of seminary learning how to critique.  Everything.  It's part of our job.  It's part of being prophetic.  It's also just part of being human.  And dare I say, it's part of being church.

But in spite of our critiques, there's a hope that floats just a little above our hearts and a giddiness in our voices, that reminds us WHY we're church. 

...When the fear of "not good enough" tries to conquer us...we are reminded that God has called us to be the Divine presence to a broken world.  Even in our own brokenness.
...When we fear "what might be" and retreat into safe-keeping...we are reminded that God is with God's people...be it, in the desert or the valley or the sea.  Or even in death.
...When we fear saying something - anything - because it might ruffle a feather...we are reminded that God spoke mightily, and gave even those who were not public speakers, a voice that was salvific. And God expects us to continue to be a voice of Justice, Peace, Hope, and Reconciliation.
...When we fear that the world is too much...the injustice and the murder and the hatred and the anxiety and the pain...is just too much, and it begins to seep into our soul... we are reminded that the burden is not ours to carry alone, but one to share with the One who is creating and re-creating and the One who empowers us, as co-creators.
...When the fear of dying tries to break us...we are reminded that God is a resurrecting God.  And new life can only begin, when we let that which is dead in us, die fully.

Tonight, The Reverend Dr. Glen Miles (minister of Country Club Christian Church in Kansas City, Missouri) served as the opening worship preacher...an honor, no doubt.  And during his sermon, he said something (well, several things...but one in particular) that struck me as truth. He said: "Fear is about our ego... and not about God."

If we're to be a people about God...and not about the ego (let the world do that...it's pretty good at it anyway)...then we have to let those fears go.  We just have to. 

We're breathing the same Divine air (be it Disciple or Buddhist or Anglican or...or whatever air you breath).... let it inspire our pride and our loyalty, our passion and our compassion, our voice and our heart.......let it inspire us. 

Just a thought, on this General Assembly evening...

Thanks be to God....

rt

Welcome: Entering The Information Age

Who says the church is behind the times? Irrelevant?  Techno-phobic?

See.  We've got a blog.

Oh sure...blogs have been "a thing" since Al Gore invented the internet.  But look! We've totally jumped on that bandwagon.  Ten years later. 

Who are we kidding?  Twenty years later. *sigh*

The thing is, the church is slow to move.  It's slow to embrace every folly and every whim that society comes up with...mostly because within the concrete walls of the church (talkin' building, here) you've got a three year old, sitting next to a 93 year old...and that gap can be hard to bridge at times.  Because though the three year old is navigating his iPad mini with ease, the 93 year old doesn't always understand what the draw is...

And so the church moves slow.

The church moves slow, because we're diversified.  Sure, we could do better (afterall, it's common knowledge that the most segregated time each week, is Sunday morning).  But for the most part, the church functions because a long, long time ago, a group of men and women who fell in love with the message and mission of Jesus Christ, decided that it was worth it...to teach men the stories...to ordain women into ministry...to value the opinion of their elders...and to welcome the question of the child.  A long time ago these men and women who loved Jesus and dreamed big dreams about a world that looked like the Kingdom of God, decided that it was worth it...to welcome the faithless...to embrace the foreigner...to gather the broken...and to share bread with the unwanted.

In the intervening time, we've screwed this up, now and again.  We've misinterpreted the Bible and told women they are sinners and excluded our elders from our hand-waving songs of praise and silenced our children when we didn't know how to answer their questions.  We've shut our door to those who sin differently than us...and frowned upon those who sound different than us...and excluded those who love differently than us...and shuddered at the idea of sharing table with those who know brokenness differently than us.

But for the most part, the church hasn't changed much.  And so we still hope.

We still hope that the elderly life-partners have something to teach the newlyweds, who sit two pews ahead.  We still hope that the 93 year old, might watch the 3 year old, and rejoice with the child, when another level of Candy Crush is conquered.  We still hope that shouts of praise, no matter what language they are shouted in, are heard by God and rejoiced in.  We still hope that justice might rain down like water...that the poor might know respite, that the hungry might know satiation, and that the disenfranchised might know a safe place as they search for the bits of their heart.

And so...yes. We're twenty years late to the information-age. 

But in a lot of ways, that's because we're looking to our right and our left and trying to figure out how to be both relevant and respectful.  Hope-filled and awe-struck.  New and old.  And that's not always easy.

So bear with us.  And know that you have a place in church.  Even if it doesn't look like the rest of the world. 

Or maybe BECAUSE it doesn't look like the rest of the world.

Thanks be God.....

rt